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AHHH so if you have seen or talked to me lately, you will know what i mean when i say i’ve been spazzin the fuck out about my life and brokeness and lack of job hours and desperate need for a new job. So i FINALLY got an interview, this thursday! i’m so effin excited — i don’t even know what the job is. i applied for so many jobs i don’t even care ahahaha i mean everything i applied for was relatively similar office assistant type shit, i just hope it pays well, it wasnt on the school job board so i know it was def more money than those jobs…ugh i don’t even care tho i just need steady hours and paychecks so i can get this damn car in my life. -___-

soooo the positive is that i got an interview. the negative is that the job isn’t at the hospital, or super close. its a 40 min walk from where i live on campus, and its cold out! i don’t have a car so fml — confession: i’ve never had to take the city bus in rochester and i’ve been here my whole life. i always feel like i sound like a prissy bitch when i say that, but my mom has always had a car, or i would get rides from friends who were prissy rich people haha i have to say that thank god i went to argentina and had to rely on public transportation to get around, but at least they had GOOD PUBLIC TRANSPORTATION, rochester sucks with that. i wish we had a subway or more buses that ran every 10mins, i wish i could just go outside anytime and know that a bus will be there in 10mins max… no i have to plan this whole trip….smh it’s gonna take me 32mins to get to work by bus when it would take me like 8 by car. guess this is what desperation feels like, haha oh well. i guess this is gonna be a new adventure… i just hope i get there on time…. wish me luck! this job seems rly promising so far from talking to the manager! crossing my fingersssssss!