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#repost real shit.

Fri, 24 May 2013 23:24:26 -0400

#repost real shit.

Home?

Wed, 22 May 2013 13:52:53 -0400

So it’s been about 3 1/2 months since I moved from Rochester to Poughkeepsie.. Well actually Wappingers Falls but no one knows what that is, so yea. Anyways - when we moved here I had some crazy doubts about it. Not gonna lie.

Well, we decided to visit Rochester this weekend, and I have to admit that I was so so SO ridiculously excited to come back. I had plans for the whole weekend, everything was gonna be freaking awesome.

Well.. Not true. What an epic fail to say the least

Like seriously. The biggest fail ever.

I guess I forgot what I left when I did. Life was not perfect. Matter of fact it was so far from perfect that I wanted to leave so bad and just start over.

Problem number one: Moving is not easy. I shouldn’t have expected to just up and leave and have everything right away or have the perfect life right away.

Problem number two: friends I DID have came with time and throughout my life at different points. I can’t just move somewhere and expect best friends to flock to my new life.

Problem number three: Rochester was the place I grew up, but was it necessarily a place I loved or wanted to stay? Not rly. I could talk to you for days about things that I hate about Rochester and the people and the lack of sunlight, and the family problems and the ratchetness…etc. The memories I associate with Rochester are not pleasant and when I came back my whole mood reflected that.

This weekend was such an epic fail but I think it really showed me some things about myself. I am on my way to becoming a better person and I don’t think staying back in Rochester would have helped me do this the way I can now. I can really start all over and forget about the memories I have from Rochester, I’m not gonna say that nothing good ever happened in Rochester, but the bad outweighs the good, and I can say that that’s not the type of place I want to call home. I feel more at home where I am now, and I think that when I do return to Rochester I will have better expectations and instead of trying to make it something that it’s not, and enjoy my time there a bit more. Hmm. I’m glad I made the move. I miss a lot about that place but overall its just not what I want anymore.

Happy. #keepgoing

Wed, 15 May 2013 13:52:00 -0400

Happy. #keepgoing

Oh god another social media network to play on… #vine lets...

Tue, 14 May 2013 21:12:45 -0400

Oh god another social media network to play on… #vine lets see if I can work this one…

My legs hurt so bad I can’t walk. Off to the gym again....

Tue, 14 May 2013 14:27:10 -0400

My legs hurt so bad I can’t walk. Off to the gym again. #fml #sorenowmeanssexylater #workout

#virgo #thinkpositive

Mon, 13 May 2013 16:18:48 -0400

#virgo #thinkpositive

#workout (at Planet Fitness)

Mon, 13 May 2013 13:06:06 -0400

#workout (at Planet Fitness)

Yep it’s official I have a girl crush on rihanna. Merp....

Fri, 10 May 2013 16:10:02 -0400

Yep it’s official I have a girl crush on rihanna. Merp. Add it too the list of my girl crushes I guess lol

82? Why am I not outside??

Fri, 10 May 2013 11:16:00 -0400

82? Why am I not outside??

Bahahhahahahhahah

Mon, 06 May 2013 22:22:10 -0400

Bahahhahahahhahah

Cinco de mayo got real last night at work #cincodemayo #corona...

Mon, 06 May 2013 12:38:50 -0400

Cinco de mayo got real last night at work #cincodemayo #corona #tequila

Oh heyyyyy cinco de mayo #work #mexican #cincodemayo (at...

Sun, 05 May 2013 14:41:16 -0400

Oh heyyyyy cinco de mayo #work #mexican #cincodemayo (at Margaritas Family Mexican Restaurant)

Breathe Me

Thu, 02 May 2013 12:51:13 -0400

Breathe Me:

I don’t know what it is about this song that just makes me think its so beautiful. I guess sad things are beautiful to me. Idk it just sounds so real and makes me feel so much at one time.

Sia - Breathe Me
http://youtu.be/hSH7fblcGWM

Omg I am OBSESSED with my juicer. #juicing #fresh

Wed, 01 May 2013 11:25:06 -0400

Omg I am OBSESSED with my juicer. #juicing #fresh

Hahahhahaha #repost

Sun, 28 Apr 2013 13:35:24 -0400

Hahahhahaha #repost

Ahahahhahaha

Thu, 25 Apr 2013 23:46:52 -0400

Ahahahhahaha

Good times great people at the #crackhouse #tbt

Thu, 25 Apr 2013 16:29:37 -0400

Good times great people at the #crackhouse #tbt

Reading material. Really is a good book…Makes you think....

Mon, 22 Apr 2013 22:38:01 -0400

Reading material. Really is a good book…Makes you think. “Courage means to keep working a relationship, to continue seeking solutions to difficult problems, and to stay focused during stressful periods.”

Right! Smh I sweat too much at the gym to be tryin to be cute...

Mon, 22 Apr 2013 13:06:53 -0400

Right! Smh I sweat too much at the gym to be tryin to be cute smh girls are ridiculous (at Planet Fitness)

But whyyyyyy do I have to work so early todayyyyyy #tired

Sat, 20 Apr 2013 05:36:32 -0400

But whyyyyyy do I have to work so early todayyyyyy #tired